Sick,angry,happy, emotion drain *Cough cough*posted Jun 29th 2009, 9:09AM
Mood: Bad
Well hey guys. Me here with all the new things to tell and all the new things to speak. Well let me start off with why I am angry. Well yesterday I had to chat with a host of this competition. Well come to find out the ending needed to be cut out from my story because of a scene in it. Well when I got upset over it I said I was going to vent. Now when I get back on MSN He tells me "Bah Immature." No. This wasnt what i would call immature. This is what I call bull crap. You see I dont want to make or end my stories with a bad way. This was to be continued at that. So i could not change the ending. But that's not why I got upset with that statement. You see. The day before this happened I said something in a figure of speech he got mad at me. You see he was getting pissed at me because after he teased me I teased him. Now you see I can take the tease. Because yeah. I am not the best "Popular" kid around. Well after teasing him he said "I NEED TO GET OFF AND VENT" But I asked why. "BECAUSE OF THE ATTITUDE YOU GAVE ME" Wtf. I mean you gave me attitude but i am still on. What ever. So I said "Its official. My friends have mental issues." That was a joke. He took it over the edge and signed off and blocked me for a day. Now I have a mental issue. I have Autism. Now I know I of all can handle this bull. Then he says all this BS the next day saying that "Oh I thought you where calling me brain dead yada yada." Okay dude. You know me for how long now? Geeze. Well Back on this day. Well I wanted to say "I am being immature because you wont let my story slide over a little scene that is in it? Next to that I asked you to stay on so I could give you an appolige gift. But I had to close AIM to do so. So you signed off. I am immature? Thats a load of Bull." But nay. I didn't say that. I shrugged it off *Cough* And walked away.
I am emotionally drained because of family issues and dogs and everything else that goes on in this house. Now I have to deal with all this bull crap stress my "friend" is giving me. So I quit his writing competition. I couldn't take the bull anymore. So I quit. Well other than all of that my day is pretty bad. I mean I feel sick like I am going through hell. I think I may be allergic to my dogs after so long. I am coughing and sneezing and feeling like i am going to throw up. Man I feel like i am dieing. But no. I cant relax from the dogs. My nephew is crying right now and my mom and his mother aren't DOING FREAKING ANYTHING TO STOP HIM. They just sit there. Go AS SLOW AS POSSIBLE. Next to all this having 25 dogs.....God just please give me a miracle. My friend Josh is talking crap behind my back....No Screw that. Those "Friends" That act like my friends must not be my friends if i get treated like dirt 90% of the time by the. Some more than others. Why do I bother? Because I am trying to quit being an anti social. *Sigh* Anyway guys thanks for reading this. New art and such. Later
~Ryan~
Love you guys. Love the world. Give peace.....And a little oral.
Hey guys. I am Ryan Cruey. I am a good guy once you get to know me. But there are time where i just dont want anything to do with people. I am registered at Deviantart as well as this. But i hope to get on as much as i can. Well i am also a graphic designer...Also a free lance drawer. I hope you enjoy my artwork.
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